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Milan , December 10, 2014 – 7:00
DUBROVNIK The voice of a woman answers the intercom after a day to deny exist. “But you must tell the family Panarello? The family does not want to give any Panarello hand to Mrs. Panarello. Absolutely. What hand can give? Veronica with family Stival was always, for nine years now …. ”
Carmela’s mother, Veronica, is annoyed. Eleventh day reporters came under the house to ring the bell and she left it all day were the children to respond in his place: “No, you are wrong, does not live here no lady Carmela” was the refrain until afternoon. Then the change of course and her voice that in a “go away” and “let us worry,” says small pieces of life of the most unfortunate and tormented his daughter, Veronica.
Takes distances almost to deny it, makes you realize how difficult it was living with that girl that in all these years has hardly ever seen, and the download.
It is not textual but the meaning is clear : Veronica is now a problem of the family Stival. Or rather, not Veronica, but “Mrs. Panarello,” as if it were a mere acquaintance. Not to be confused with “the family Panarello”, that Carmela and two children who still live with her.
says the grandmother of Loris: “It was quite thrown mud on the family Panarello. The truth is not possible … The lady
Panarello many years no longer lived with his family of origin. The truth here Panarello family may not know …. ” Half-sentences and suspended many words, even before most thorny topic: the psychological fragility of Veronica. His mother annoying: “Problems in what sense? The family was united, united very … she was a little difficult, that’s all. The family kept her cuddled more, more … was a princess. ”
When he says “a problem child,” ; Carmela remember especially childhood and early adolescence, as he told investigators: “Veronica as a child was suffering from delusions of persecution, was aggressive and violent” did put on record. “Since the age of seven years was followed and treated by a psychologist,” but then “refused.”
Of all this the intercom does not mention. Only “a little difficult” and the matter is closed. Needless to ask for details about the attempted suicide of his daughter. “Listen, I do not know anything because I told you, here the family does not live there. Leave us alone, please, because here there is a child of 13 years … ‘.
It changes the subject. Veronica and family Stival that welcomed nine years ago.
Do you think this was the problem? “I do not know, I do not think anything. Unfortunately, that is … It was with that family. Will have had problems … The family has not seen in nine years, sorry? “.
seems to say that the others, the Stival, have not been able to understand. But Carmela does not add another. Only that from then, nine years now, the daughter has almost disappeared from the horizon.
“He showed up every now and then …” he says. And it was missing? “Of course I was missing.” The voice softens. Be quiet.
not have tried to clarify the misunderstandings that were there?
“Eh … Veronica is a very difficult person. And there was nothing to be clarified between us. I have nothing to chia-re-re, “marks.
But that character has Veronica? “Listen, if you go away. Because I’m tired and I want to be quiet. What is cer tain is that my nephew in life I do not give anyone again … It was a wren, beautiful. ”
But for him, the grandmother was a stranger. “The child was not fond of me,” admits Carmela. “I was a stranger. Stop.
back to memories of past years means returning to life that no longer exists. “I have separated nine years ago,” says the voice of Carmela. “My family is united, this I … my two sons and myself. Parting is not a drama, not a bad thing in life. ” In
country we say everything about her and the relationship with Veronica, this Carmela knows. “They talk about it constantly even on TV. But no, my family is united. And even before it was united. As long as we were together my husband and I, our family was united. Go to Rocchetta Cairo … (in Liguria, ed) go there and see that we were family. We were twelve years there. ” Those were the happy years of Veronica. “Veronica from all sides was happy,” or so it remembers his mother.
Carmela can not believe that it is now in prison, who has done such a horrible thing: “A mother never thinks this a daughter … I can never think of it. But it got to this point we do not know even our children, never say never. Life now has taught us this. Now leave us alone. ”
December 10, 2014 | 07:00
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